heys. damn sianx. busy with the most stupid things. whatever. definitely going to do a new template. when i come up with the design that is. yups. anw. had let's play session yest. played cap's ball. qt fun. 1T all netball players. damn sick. jab me in the stomach somemore. anw. they're strong basically. yup.

had a long reflection session last nite. so sianx. had headache still cannot sleep. head was practicallly splitting apart. n panadol didn't help. whatever. but that dreamy feeling was really wonderful. thinking of the times when i was in lower sec. the beginning of the year. when i was leaving pri school. cca time. etc etc. but shldn't dwell on the past. move on. but i realised that appearances can really be deceiving. suddenly realised ___'s true colors. i was the blur one all along. i shan't n won't continue to be kept in the dark. it's all wishful thinking by me.

goodness. 4 string orch members leaving sngs. 3 to thru-train thingy. one to china. gonna miss them. really
one concert mistress, two violinists, one double bassist (also #1 golfer)
but it's their choice. i wish them well.

head prefect / monitor elections coming up. but really like qt a short notice. hahas. all the best to all candidates. hmms. roughly got the best candidate in my mind liaos. but not really happy with some of their ums. attitudes ? nvm. everyone has flaws right. whatever. going for lunch.

got back results today. outright disgusted with myself. sigh. so damn many stupid careless mistakes. sigh. n i was telling buddy we get 9 A1s together. sigh. 2 gone liaos. cos of physics n english (a2) gawd. then humans tmr is like dead. whatever. anw.
damn bz schedule.
+ going 3 concerts in 2 wks.
+ having 5 maths training sessions in 2 wks
+ complete 10 theory papers in 2 wks
+ study chinese for o levels
+ prac piano n violin everyday
+ start exercising everday
wish me luck