helox...broke down jux now. jux started crying without knowing the reason...rite after my parents called. Phew...they reached switzerland safely.

but not me...i'm having a huge headache. something wrenched between my left and right brain. dunnoe why also. haix, now i know the importance and greatness of having a family. wished i knew that feeling earlier. i feel that i was so ungrateful laz time...taking everything for granted. was i that bad? letting my parents do everything for me?! esp my dad! doing the housework, working to support the family and still trying to always give in to us, so that we will not keep bickering. why do i have such noisy and impatient sisters?! or izit my fault for not trying to tolerate and gif in to them? how izit that all other siblings are like so harmonious?!

went to the new hawker center at serangoon gardens with my aunt, uncle and cousin. it wasn't so great after all...i mean, come to think of it, the old one was better. there was more traditional and relaxed atmosphere...know wad i mean? not so erm, high class and such. but the food was realli not bad...had a sumptous meal hahas, how difficult can dealing with 3 children be? that was wad my aunt said...wad the heck it was disastrous!!! i had to complete like so much stuff...then still had to shout to 3 children to not quarrel, play the game properly...these type of things...*phew* after dinner, peace has finally returned.

dunnoe wad happened to my computer. how come so many times tried signing in still not possible?! haix, give up liaox. i'm going to create an account in icq. will let u know my number soon.

ATTENTION PPLE ms tan is giving tuition while doing her masters. anione interested, pls leave a msg in my gbk/gmap. thanx!

heex, juz now had claz outing...suddenly felt giddy when i reached home...dunnoe why...mebbe, it is the after-effect of bumping my head on the damn metal in the huge maze...haha, but i had some not-bad "achievements" at the pasir ris park...i completed the spiderweb thingie...although i sweated like mad...haha, then i oso managed to "swing" across...the yhellow and black rubber thingie...haha, then had a fantastically fun time...although the laz hr there was pretti free, was sitting on the grass and talking...haha, then i had to do a truth and a dare...heex, i had to hug a tree, then say "i luv u", oso mux kiss it...haha, them alison asked me wad smkls meant...and oso i like keshia, it sort of reminded me abt the fun and memorable times we had...esp during promenade, her bdae,. then taking pix for farewell, writing lettas etc. well, 2nite is her prom liaox...wah, so fast horh, how time flies! nxt yr i'll be in sec 3!!! arhx, how do i know that time jux slips past?!
bleahx, msn messenger is getting on my nerves man...how come so many times try to sign in still cannot?! haix, wad happened to it?! wah, dun tell me those chain mail are true?! haiyoh, they realli cut off my service?! how petty!!!
heex, cannot imagine wad my seniors will wear to the prom 2nite!!! wahaha, can u imagine?! so sad, they are leaving st. nix liaox...ok, i g2g liaox...my sis staring at the screen like her eyeballs want to pop out...aha, jux reminded me...my sis got qt low for her psle results..she got erm, 23 sth...merit for hcl...admitted to express...no 2nd option form...so disappointing for my parents and me...i thot she was those realli smart pple, she has the intelligence...jux that not so hardworking only...oops! am i bad-mouthing her? ok, jux hope that she will work realli hard in sec sch man..oh yarhx, my dad and mom going to germany and switzerland 2mrw nite till nxt sat nite...so sad, i'll be like the one in-charge at home...feel that the responsibility is like really high!!! haix, think will die man, taking care of 2 young gals that are so like playful?!
2mrw have cca, mux sleep liaox...bleahx, actualli wanted to go do cip...bring pple from study center to ecp...yup, but got to attend cca...coz my vln in sch...haha, anw, i really g2g liaox...jux wanna wish all the sn choir pple going to goldcoast...ENJOY YRSELF!!!

p/s mummy!!! are u enjoying yrself in the camp??? i miss u