gd luck for CO n track n gym n badminton n table tennis n all those taking part in competitions!! all the best!
omg. damn tired. n having a stoopid headache. idiot. after PE already had headache. guess i slept too late. or isit b/c...wadeva. lunch time concert just now. not bad actually. qt gd response. hahas. i mean from the cheering n screams. yups. but honestly i think we shldn't have started with shanty. nvm. it's over. but cut my hand at the chairs. packing up tt time. not many pple were there. thanks to poh xuan n shi ying. hahas. they actually helped to bring back the chairs to the hall. yups. scholars are just so all-rounded. sigh.
was msging geraldine. hmms. she went for the lunch time concert n said mantras n palladio is cool. hahs. think it was qt crappy. qt lousy. think shanty was better. but she wasnt there. yups.
sighs. was so tired tt i actually closed my eyes n played mantras. guess mr chan was pretty pissed. cos when i opened my eyes, i saw him staring at me. lucky he nv stop the whole cca. yups. his palm planner thingy is really cool! hahas. who ever heard of a hp giving the metronome beat? hahas. so cool rites...=)
the rain was terrible. yes. got wet. sent muikee home. i mean to the bus-stop. was talking abt some rubbish. just crapping to pass time. yups. suddenly got loud loud thunder. den another lightning strike came. n my house blacked out. n 2 bulbs blow. gosh. imagine how close the lightning was to my hse. freaky. i was actually telling my dad wad happened. was actually not telling him anything. just that my headache was so bad. n was qt free at that time. but the lightning came. what does tt mean? did tt mean tt wad my father said was wrong? or isit tt i shld listen? or isit just purely coincidence? sigh. my dad said " I think you should not spend so much time on your cca. just follow what the teacher wants. Studies is more important." n the lightning came. hais. malisa n i were actually discussing a concert for SO+band. den if i remind malisa, she'll call me kpo. fine. tt's her job.but think she sorta forgot all abt it. she'll just follow ms oh. wadeva. oh yes. someone told me tt she saw ms oh crying this morning. n wiping her tears. no idea wad happened.
i need to place my priorities right. ok. i do love strings but i'll just concentrate on my studies. tata.
ehs. just read my gbk. who's debbie? thanks so much for signing my gbk. are u "cute face"? hahas.

argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghs. feeling so pissed now. just realised how prominent the biasness is. wah lau. really need hh to come online now. needa check sth impt with her. sth really bad which i heard.arghs. can't believe the dey are capable of doing such things. sigh. i'm feeling so left out. n guess what. ___ read my diary. somehow she took it frm under my table. wth. really feel like hammering her. or shld it be myself. wadeva. if only i didn't exist.

omg. the bed looks so inviting. badly need a gd sleep. had headaches the whole day thru. yes. n i was called a psycho by heather? cos i asked her to wear blouse tmr. wow. such thing also have.
n the stupid poster i made for lunch time concert. some pple said it needed color. others said it was too simple. n there were even others who outrightly criticised it. n guess what. they photostated one for each secondary class. wow. wad a total waste of paper.
been asking pple to go to lunch time concert. but dun feel like playing my vln. stupid thing. sigh. renovations make the place so dusty n noisy. my neighbour's doing some renovations now. making my headache worse. groans. so much hmw to complete. still have 1 jian bao plus tys ( practically the whole chpt on functions is for hmw?!!? wth ) plus geog ( guess abt 1/3 of the wbk?!!? ) plus read thru san guo yan yi plus mep composition plus revise amaths. sigh. so much to do.
at least there's something to get me excited..the maths trail nxt sat! going to esplanade. hmms. sounds interesting. but supposed to report at ums, maris stella? where is tt?!!? anw, guess it'll be fun!

Shan : u surely made my day. thanks for the sweets n chocs. altho the pple sitting ard me just took them, it's the thot tt counts. thanks for being there for me. love u loads...=)
chuan : ur msg really scared me. but thanks for always constantly thinking of me. dun worry abt ur dental appointment...=)

hais. feel so ums, extra. pple are asking things abt me behind my back. doubt u even know the feeling. damn sianx. rmb wad i said below abt the dear "talk" with oc2? i was just standing there like an idiot. just wanted to tell her tt sec 1s dun have cca t-shirt. wanted to go with malisa but she wanted to talk to shan. opened the door n got a shock. but just delivered the msg. yes. den just stood there without making any sound. was supposed to look for ms quek. den got another "talk" with quek abt punctuality?!!? how was i supposed to know something was going to pop up? just wanted to go n fill my bottle n pass a msg. but i kept quiet just the same. hais. guess it's just my good luck? gonna faint under the workload soon. geog have piles n piles. tsh actually gave us abt 7 w/s to do?!!? n quek also nv spare us. still got tys qns to do as hmw yest. gosh. n guess what. i gave person A some suggestions. n she used it as hers. went to tell tchas. n pai ma pi. when i asked her, she said i was kpo. n complained to others. she said it's HER job. she's IN CHARGE. fine. i'll keep my mouth shut from now on. i'll be a nice little puppet. no complaints wadsoeva. i'll just be NORMAL. tt's the only way to make everyone happy.

shan : i love u sooooo much. thanks for being there. altho u just listened, u'll always give me a smile. thanks for being so sweet.
hh : it's ok. not chasing aft ur life or whateva. i know u're just concerned. thanks so much.

life just seems so stressful. sigh. it's so tiring to act gd guys. i'm trying to help muikee without hurting malisa. really feel like using the f-word now. controlling myself so much. so hellish. thot i've already accepted the fact tt my close friends are together well n good again. but disaster arrives. wth. my close friend betrayed me. i told her everything. in fact, all my secrets. save those home ones. n i just found out today tt she's been spreading it ard. can u believe it? i was so lost at that point. really. i really didn't know what to do. was so helpless. guess i shld have listened to what my mum said. the best of friends will surely betray you one day. i was too stubborn. i didn't listen. regretting it now. got some stupid lecture from ms oh during recess. at the end of the day, she was just trying to tell me that i shld always side with her. n help her carry out duties faithfully. n NOT have their own opinions. really hellish. it's like not my fault. n i'm feeling so disappointed. so many puppets. forget it.
1. i did NOT say tt the discipline post was going to muikee. yes. i did consider it AT FIRST. but i told muikee tt i was going to say amelia. did i get the chance? NO.
2. i did NOT mention anything about yeong hui. she just added in. am i supposed to pass the msg around to those who it may concern? hais.
3. i did NOT say anything tt deserves to be scolded.
i've told pple tt i've been getting this feeling tt something bad is going to happen. n it just happened. sigh. so unfair. i'm used as some pincushion? used to be scolded? irritating. i really feel terrible. but it can't be explained in words. honest. really feeling damn pissed now. f***

feel so dammit tired now. but much better after bathing...=) yups. just home from skl. so tiring. 6+ set off then 6+ reach home?!!? 12 hrs mans. no joke. really drained now. hahas. deborah is the cute gurl now! =) she's so funny...n so cute. yups. gave her a lollipop. was malisa during mep lesson. so lame. was trying to trick cher. but in the end he even knew tt i'm siumin...?!!? hais. plan backfired. sicko mans. okies. wadeva. so bz nxt wk. hais. gonna faint. bye

just back from hard rock cafe. wah full till cannot full...=) hahas. saw nicholas lee (under one roof actor) with a star search finalist. not really pretty but still...
yups. tt's all. just wanna thank all those who signed my gbk...=) *huggs*

heys. so into fantasy bks now. just back from the library. borrowed the entire stack of bks. didn't bother to count. think abt 8 bks. on magic n dragons. hahas. okies. needa do my jian bao. but read bk first. -grins-

heys. what more can i ask...?!!? i've got my comp which will be delivered on saturday. with internet connection. altho it'll be qt slow. but it's better than nothing. yups. celebrating my aunty's + cousin's + sister's + father's bdae tonite at hard rock...=) so excited. i'm gonna put the past behind n start afresh ! altho it's qt weird...it's the middle of the yr...but wadeva. muikee just reminded me that the san guo test is this wk! die. oh. a happy bdae to all these people!!

Keshia (4/7), Jiang Lai (5/7), Julie (6/7), Cousin + Aunty(7/7), Bernice (8/7), Sister + Daddy + Clarissa (9/7)
animore to add on thelist...? =)

realised i'm online for the whole day. n even skipped dinner. the funny feeling is back. but honestly, i feel much better now. n i've always supported malisa to be the president. who said no...?! just that i feel muikee deserves something better. n my thots just run. yes. tt's all. no other things. okies. i'm gonna show the whole world that i'm alive again...!!! lalalas

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heys. feeling loads better. until i saw tor's entry. i know u're from strings. n i know who u are. i wun tell u directly. dun worry. i'll let everyone know. dun worry. it's not gd to remain anon. anw. baked muffins just now. still in the oven. but i can smell it from here. yups. going to check now